Well, 5:15am came and I wasn't in bed, but I wasn't doing what I had planned. Eli is teething and was up about every hour during the night... and so was I! 5:15 was one of those times. Anyway, 5:15 didn't work. I've been thinking on and off this morning and have decided that I do really need sleep and would I really be able to stay awake if I got up that early to mediate or pray. I think I would end up asleep. My best time of day has always been the evening. So I think I will set aside some time every evening after the kids are in bed to spend some good time with God. This makes more sense to me and I believe that it will work... I'm not setting myself up to fail at this goal I have.
I must say that I have had a fabulous morning, even though I am tired. Preschool was amazing, I have such great kids and families! I spent a good amount of time after preschool listening to Isaac and Eli laugh at a balloon flying across the room after being blown up. Their laughs make me laugh, soothing for my soul!
We are slowly working through a crisis at our home. Our kitty hasn't been seen since Saturday evening... most likely killed by coyotes, but we just don't know. So we are working through the trauma of a missing kitty, one that is in every family picture drawn by Hannah. Even Aaron is a little sad about Tiny not being with us anymore. Who knows, maybe she will come meowing at our door sometime.
Life is good on this rainy day. I don't have all the answers I am looking for, but that's OK.
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